Do U feel it as I do?

Have you noticed that expressing your own thoughts became “not fashionably”? …a girl with flowed out make up doesn’t fit into the notion “fashionable”…
We constantly restrain our feelings…
We don’t scream: “ Stop!!! Don’t go away!!! Wait!!!”
We don’t allow even our close people to see us in the moments of weakness, when dressed in jogging trousers and strained T-shirt we are during 3 days lying in the bed with a vanilla ice-cream watching soap operas…
 
We don’t scream with happiness, we don’t sing in a fool voice, we are scared to be weak or funny…but to be cruel, for some reason, became a standard…
We often act as we have to (for what and for whom we don’t understand) , but not as WE want to: “you shouldn’t call”, “you shouldn’t write”, “you shouldn’t ask for explanations”, “ you shouldn’t remember”, “you shouldn’t be bored”, “you shouldn’t feel at all”…
But you should grin broadly to everyone who calls you a beach and indulgently devote several minutes to those who are crazy about you…you don’t have to answer the calls, you even don’t have to explain oneself ….

Weirdly, but people forgive for anything…but not for the weakness…